Weird

People keep asking me how I am doing.

My friend Tammy brought over two frozen dinners for us to eat because I am sick.

I keep forgetting.

It is really weird because I have been known to have panic attacks over things that are completely fabricated in my mind. I used to be afraid of so many things that I would stay up worrying night after night.

Now I have cancer and I am calm as can be. I wonder if I am just effectively medicated or if it is something else. Don't get me wrong. The first day or so I was pretty upset but now I just feel like everything is going to be fine. I am almost devoid of emotion about it. It is just weird.

We really did enjoy those frozen dinners though! :)